What am i here for on this earth?
How do i impact lives and make a difference before my grand exit?
I really need to know who or what my assignment on earth is
i want to make a difference in my home, community and country as a whole and even to the ends of the world.
Lord, open my eyes that i may see

God, please keep Nigeria safe

Dear Lord,
Kindly ensure my great country Nigeria does not go to war.
Please keep us safe and let there ne no fightings,killings or war
Heal our land O Lord i pray

Thankful

The Lord has been truly faithful

I have been thinking about me. myself and i and suddenly realised i have so many things to be thankful for

*I have a wonderful husband who i love so much

*I have two fantastic and energetic boys that keep me going and also know how to bring out the best and worst in me

* I have a fabulous and loving family

* I have a JOB; thou i never seem thankful cos i always grumble about teh long hours and extra hours i put into the job, but i am still thankful. Can"t imagine if i did"nt have a job.

* I am grateful i know Christ and His words and i am happy i am a Christian

* I have the most fantastic and fabulous friends. We rock!!!

So dear God, YOU are truly appreciated and loved



Re-defining my Purpose

I have had cause to ponder and reflect over my life these past 10 years. What have i achieved? what have i lost? What is my focus for the next few months of my life up to the next 10 years


I have had to question my desires and passions and what really works for me


I feel sort of in a limbo as to what next..........


Most of my adult life has been spent waking up at 5 am and getting home at 10 pm. All dedicated to my place of work where i have been.


Now i question just how much it satisfies


Its more of draining than replenishing


Its more of a chore than a pleasure


I need to know what next! Where next! and How


Lord! i need you

a change, in the right direction i hope

Wow, it's been long since i had time for the internet. I went on leave for a few days to recharge and get re-energised; and now am back at work but will be changing units. To be honest, i'm a bit wary of the change and how it will affect my personal and home life. It causes me to question who i thot i wanted to be and what my aspirations should be.
It made me wonder if i really wanted to continue in this rat race of waking up at 5 am and getting home at 8 pm, or even later. I believe there should be a better life out there and a better way of balancing life, work, home, the children, my friends and without any aspect of it lacking.
I then thought about changing careers or going on a sabbatical in a few years; i then realsied that most of my adult life has been that of gross independence despite the fact that i have been married for equally as long. Will i be bale to live life as a stay at home mom while managing a start-up? will i be able to adjust to a life where i will be totally dependent on him and will it bring about conflict?
I am really confused
Lord God of the heavens and the earth, You alone know your grand design for my life
Kindly direct me as you know is right for me
Kindly lead me where success is and where you want me to be
I look up to you and trust in only YOU my JEHOVAH